I need to vent.

and I apologize in advance. Everyone I talk about in this post will have fake names just in case they ever (lets hope they dont!) find this website! I am entirely SICK of this boy named lets say, Chris. He's constantly hovering over whatever me and Stephen( I will keep his name real) are doing. And if he's not hovering, hes eating. Disgustingly. Like the way people eat when they havent been taught how to eat correctly. and A LOT of it. He CONSTANTLY complains about not having a girlfriend. So I bring a girl over last night and he BLOWS her off. WHAT?! He has NO more rights to complain. And honestly she was TOO good for him anyway. & deep down he hates me & deep down I hate him, but we fake nice it and its getting OLD, quick.

Sex Talk?

So as you all realize I live with two other people, well technically three, but two are the only ones who are ever there. So recently I've been journaling to God after church. So I'm in my room in silence and mind you the walls in my apartment are EXTREMELY thin. My two roommates are in the living room talking to each other, since they're BFF's and all now. But they are giving each other VIVID details about their sex life. As I'm writing to God, trying to think in silence. I cover my ears at first and realize this is a fight I will lose. I left my room and walked awkwardly from my room to outside. Thanks roomies! Lets just say I'm a little grossed out.

At Church..

on Wednesday nights we all gather before and eat dinner. One person usually cooks everything and its usually themed, like italian or mexican. Well tonight happens to be "potluck". Potluck? So I have to bring something. First off I have NO pots, pans or food to cook period. So brainstorming I decided I would take desert. Cookies. So I drag Stephens roommate, Brant with me to wal mart, because I can't get my car in gear by myself and Stephen was at work. I debated between making cookies from scratch or not. I found the little pre cut square cookie dough and bought it. 2 dollars for 24 cookies that I ONLY have to put on a pan. (: I bought three different kinds and bought a carrying dish I could throw away. I borrowed one of Stephen's pans to actually cook them on. And needless to say their delish! Thanks "Great Value" (wal mart's generic brand of these cookies). Hope the church likes them!
-Struggling life of a college student.

Living the Life

Since I have moved out of my house and into Stephenville you could say I have it made. I live in an apartment that is paid for thru tuition (all bills included!), I never see my roomates, so theres never an inconvenience. I have an amazing job that provides cash on the spot. I have a pretty sweet looking car, when some people on campus don't have one. I even life within 100 feet of my boyfriend! You could say my life is great. WRONG. There are several things I'd love to vent about. First off I don't ever see my roommates, but I watch them facebook daily about how close they've gotten and how they've became best friends. Sure my job pays well, but I wait on people who I see daily in classes and people do double takes at me in the hall, knowing they've seen me before, but not sure from where. Sure my car looks nice, but take a step inside. My right side window doesn't roll down, so bye bye drive thrus. My car also has trouble getting into gear. Why you ask? I honestly don't know, we got it fixed months ago FOR THE SAME problem. Stephen has to put my car into gear or take me places because its so hard to do. And finally yes I live very close to my boyfriend, but that also means I live VERY close to his roommates, aka his friends. I'm not even going to get started on that. ha.
So yes, it seems I'm living the life but,
I'm just a struggling college student